Hello everyone ~ I hope you all had a lovely Thanksgiving day. I had a fantastic dinner out with Mark's brother, his wife and daughter. Coming home to a quiet, empty house was almost too much to bear though. I said to my self I just wanted to die so that I wouldn't have to miss him anymore. I don't really want to die, but any of you who have lost your spouse know what I am talking about. This was my first Thanksgiving without Mark. It felt strange not fixing Thanksgiving dinner like I normally do. I still feel out of sorts this morning. Keep me in your prayers during this holiday season. Pray for others who have lost loved ones also.
I may not be on the computer much as I am having major problems with my computer at home. I'm on my laptop, that I bring here to work. I have an external hard drive that Mark always backed up everything to but I don't know how to do that. Todd is going to show me how and until then, I'm not going to be on that computer as I'm afraid it's going to crash and I'll lose everything. It is really acting weird. All of this makes me miss Mark even more as he was my own personal computer geek.
Maybe it's time for a major break right now. There are plenty of things around home I can to take care of. So, if you don't see much of me, you'll know why.
Have a wonderful holiday season.
Love and hugs ~ FlowerLady